Thursday, June 26, 2008

tim's show

my ex boyfreind tim is having a show in chelsea
heres the info

Paul!

I’m in my first Chelsea gallery Summer Show — at the George Billis Gallery on 25th Street.

Opening Reception is Thursday, July 10.

Only one painting this time – but it’s a BIG one!

Craig and I are at the Cape, then I’m home working on the house until July 6. I’ll be out of email contact until then — but you can CALL me — if you want...

Love,

Tim

George Billis Gallery
511 West 25 Street
presents

“City Light”
A Cityscape Group Show

July 6, 2007 - August 16, 2008

Reception:
Thursday, July 10 6 - 8 PM


The George Billis Gallery is an exhibition space located in the heart of the Chelsea Art District in New York City. The Gallery was established on March 25th, 1997, and was the 12th Gallery to open in Chelsea. In January 2003, the Gallery relocated to our current location at 511 West 25 Street on the Ground Floor. The Gallery features work by both national and international emerging and established artists.

http://www.georgebillis.com/

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

martha wainright

its around 430 and i am listening to martha waingright singing on you tube
martha is my new favorite of the moment...
ive been watching her sing "bloody mother fucking asshole"
... which made her famous awhile ago in europe
YouTube - Martha Wainwright on Jools Holland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBk-gMnA7Jg&feature=related
but i also like "when the day is short"
and " you cheated on me" and "the car song"
there is a great dynamic hearing such a sweet voice
singing those lyrics.... and seeing martha in her very
girly dress and great shoes...... rhyming and singing
dirty mother fucking asshole.... its a bit ironic
and seems similar to what i am looking for when i
combine bodybuilers, nude men,
bugs and furniture......its like erections and
flowers ...... sort of shocking but sweet.....
paul

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

collaboration with artist from the netherlands

this piece was done with seiko an artist from the netherlands
we did this around the time he was doing fashion week in NYC
and the world trade center fell. seiko was photographing the
fashion shows ... and had an opening two days after 9/11

he was having coffee at a cafe near where his show was taking place
and he took pictures as the plane crashed into the wtc... they ran all over
the european papers and i
picked him up in nyc and brought him back here to northampton.
it was an awful time..... he suggested the collaboration and it worked
paul

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

ART AS FLOW

THIS IS A DISCUSSION I HAD WITH MY THERAPIST AFTER I WROTE HIM ABOUT MY ART
AND HOW ART WAS DESCRIBED AS A FLOW BY MY SISTER ANNE... ALSO AN ARTIST , A PSYCHOTHERAPIST AND A BHUDIST

i talked to anne about the theory of me not wanting to sell my art...
she disagrees and said if i had someone to market it i would in a
minute but that i dont want to deal with the craziness of the art
world... and also to understand that art is a flow... its a flow from
you to people from people to you..... the art isnt so much like a
product as other things
it more than that.....

anyway our session had some outcomes .. paul
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Dear Paul,

Well done!

I'd like to hear more about the idea that art "flows" back and forth between people. For me, it's an intriguing thought.

See you Monday.

Gerry


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its an anne word " flow "
i say it in a different way.......in zen they say we are awareness....
which is the same as spirit what we say in the
west...... i told anne that art was more than just a product and that
was difficult to desbribe to people.....
the process it seems is more important for me than the end result
..... the process of drawing includes pencil paper and
model/item.. and me......there is a connection between me and the model
there is a flow happening....

a blend of flavors.........not only is there physical stuff
happening. hand movement ... thinking... emotions ,,,,thought,,,,
attraction....there is a connection .... what is seeing and moving my
hands is awareness

the flow from the model to the artist is always happening ....the drawing
represents this flow

what i wote on my blog in april


MONDAY, APRIL 14, 2008

drawing as truth ????????????????
what i understood today after listening to adyashanti is that
awareness is what i am.

he came to understand his truth because of his writing

the real truth that i have given to be communicated is through
my line drawings..... that is were the truth began. for me....

for years i just
wondered who the
hell made that?????? who did that drawing????? where did that drawing
come from????? who am i if i did that drawing ???????

it puzzled and alarmed me
many questions
started there
disturbing questions ..these questions made me afraid because they
threatened who i thought i was

what i ultimately realized is
that i am the drawing too... not only am i
the drawing what ever i draw...the model .. flowers ... bugs ....are the drawing along with
me...

a simple way to understand how everything is what we are .... paul


the individual being drawn blends with the individual who draws....
the connection produces the lines on the paper ...and the marks on the
paper are what result...... the marks are your own marks but would not
be possible without that connection.........and for them to work there
has to be a trust and a vulnerablity,,,,, you have opened yourself and
they have opened them self.... it works the same with flowers, or
chairs or anything.....the connection with awareness is the same.....

another aspect of the flow is that the person who ends up looking
at the dawing is also part of the flow.
for the end result( the art) is truth... awareness at play .... and
those seeing it are awareness....... spirit..... and the whole process
happens again........still the mind is interpeting probably
incorrectly .....but the blended image from the flow or conection
between me and the model has produced something that is based on the
models awareness and my awareness...... and is being seen by another's
awareness......

does that make sense ?? paul

understanding that i am not just a gay white man who draws....that i am awareness ...is freeing
but difficult to remember .... to realize that our bodies are devine from the one..
and knowing that they will disintegrate like styrofoam cups ....yet everyones awareness is the same
only our born bodies different.... still hasnt totally taken root in me.....
not differenciating between you and me ... is fantastically difficult

paul