i like this drawing of madison holding foot... lots of action and i think an amazing drawing of an amazing model
Monday, March 24, 2008
madison
i like this drawing of madison holding foot... lots of action and i think an amazing drawing of an amazing model
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
some drawings
http://i176.photobucket.com/albums/w175/pseidell/model1.jpg
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Monday, March 10, 2008
my new favorite romantic dead singer is jeff buckley.... he drowned in the river in memphis
made only a couple albums and sang leonard cohen's song halleluja ......i used to love rufus wainwrights version better but since have changed my mind and now love his even better ,,,its the most heart breaking .... and it is a piece of art... which i am trying to match.. but dont think i have yet....
here is his site www.jeffbuckley.com
today is march 9th and i remembered the date hurray
i went to therapy and discussed life in ft myers... visiting my dad 's trailer park between walmart and home depot...its for him the best place on earth...i talked about visiting a community without kids.. an over 55 one and no pets allowed...very surreal.....
i wanted to photograph my aunts house ...my sister did photograph her closet and its colored dresses
red red red . pink pink pink..purple purple purple. yellow yellow yellow teal teal teal rows or colored clothing all in order in the wrap around closet my uncle built her in the manufactured over 55 village in north fort myers
her house prior was a huge stucco thing in a gated community that she sponged with violet paint and had huge barbie collections all over the place ..everywhere violet and barbies .. i was so sad when she sold and i hadn't taken photos for an imaginary show i envisioned in nyc......... my uncle hasn't married her but they have been together for years ..he was an auto mechanic and she a society lady who's father was VP of mass mutual...just photographing them could be wonderful they have so much character....... this is what ft myers is to me .... India has its holy river and city where they burn their dead and bathe.... we have Florida
my friends came to visit and stayed in my dads driveway in their vw van ..i kept asking them to come into the house and stay in the big bed on the lanai... which is really a big tin porch ...but for some reason they wanted their van... whats the difference a large tin porch or a small tin van???????
..i asked my sister about why my relatives who retired have become strange...
her suggestion as to why was because they felt they had no more power to make any change in the world...
after therapy i had to bother my friend who manages a gallery in town/northampton and made fun of the art work... without Ritalin i get a bit overbearing... but he is a lovely guy and accepts me as i am
then onto amious to have lunch...its a morocan restaurant . i chose my meal based on the nine dollars i had in my wallet
i chose lentil soup, lemon cheesecake and tea. my favorite color combinations .....lemon...cinnamon and white ....
out to car and a ten dollar parking ticket
its a wild world isn't it???
going home to listen to lilac wine ...being sung by jeff buckley......my new favorite song
paul
i wanted to photograph my aunts house ...my sister did photograph her closet and its colored dresses
red red red . pink pink pink..purple purple purple. yellow yellow yellow teal teal teal rows or colored clothing all in order in the wrap around closet my uncle built her in the manufactured over 55 village in north fort myers
her house prior was a huge stucco thing in a gated community that she sponged with violet paint and had huge barbie collections all over the place ..everywhere violet and barbies .. i was so sad when she sold and i hadn't taken photos for an imaginary show i envisioned in nyc......... my uncle hasn't married her but they have been together for years ..he was an auto mechanic and she a society lady who's father was VP of mass mutual...just photographing them could be wonderful they have so much character....... this is what ft myers is to me .... India has its holy river and city where they burn their dead and bathe.... we have Florida
my friends came to visit and stayed in my dads driveway in their vw van ..i kept asking them to come into the house and stay in the big bed on the lanai... which is really a big tin porch ...but for some reason they wanted their van... whats the difference a large tin porch or a small tin van???????
..i asked my sister about why my relatives who retired have become strange...
her suggestion as to why was because they felt they had no more power to make any change in the world...
after therapy i had to bother my friend who manages a gallery in town/northampton and made fun of the art work... without Ritalin i get a bit overbearing... but he is a lovely guy and accepts me as i am
then onto amious to have lunch...its a morocan restaurant . i chose my meal based on the nine dollars i had in my wallet
i chose lentil soup, lemon cheesecake and tea. my favorite color combinations .....lemon...cinnamon and white ....
out to car and a ten dollar parking ticket
its a wild world isn't it???
going home to listen to lilac wine ...being sung by jeff buckley......my new favorite song
paul
home sweet home
i am home and listening to jeff buckley ..which makes one a sad....... i had planned very important things today
but instead i am listening to jeff......blues rock ...or soulful ....... but this picture is what home is for me a
messy bed in the sky.. paul
but instead i am listening to jeff......blues rock ...or soulful ....... but this picture is what home is for me a
messy bed in the sky.. paul
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
goinh home from florida on friday
i made no art only a few crappy drawings,,,, and discovered how i felt when i was a teenager it all came back in one day.... i was at a little hippie restaurant in pine island .. my father hated it and i told him you need to stay in your perfect spotless little life in your trailer park... which was my angered thoughts.... his was to say shut the fuck up ......asshole reliving the past isn't so great.........................the story of the past in my mind is much better than what the reality was,,,
things look good and tropical and lovely......and they are... but even if you are living in paradise it doesn't help when you want to be yourself and you aren't accepted,,,,better to be in the cold and be free....
things look good and tropical and lovely......and they are... but even if you are living in paradise it doesn't help when you want to be yourself and you aren't accepted,,,,better to be in the cold and be free....
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